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Name: Marissa
Birthday: 4/27/1982
Gender: Female


Interests: You know how most people have a "thing" you know just something that they are passionate about and that helps define who they are? Well I don't have one! I work at Pier 1 and that's about it.


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Member Since: 1/22/2005

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

"Dear Abbey"

I need advice...
How do you know what to do with the your life? How do you find your passion? You would think after spending 5 years earning a bachelors degree, the career path would be clear, but the thing is...it's not, at least not to me. I have never felt so lost as to where to go next. I feel almost like "a jack of all trades and a master of none" except that I'm not really a jack of all trades, I just want to be a master of one. I want one thing that is my passion that I am good at. I am getting married in less than two weeks and I have never been more thrilled, I want to be a house wife and take care of my husband, but I want something more, something that is mine, something that is my contribution to life. I have contemplated different paths to take from here, I just don't know if I am truly passionate about any of them. I would really like to expand my photography skills, I thought about getting my masters in marketing, or maybe look into becoming a teacher, or I wouldn't mind taking some cake decorating classes. I just don't know...I just feel like I am wasting time not knowing what I want to do with my life, but I want to be sure that what ever I decide is what I am really passionate about before I invest time in classes, instead of pursuing a job in graphic design.
Looking for passion in MO


you want to know whats really frustrating? People that don't listen!

If your friends with someone you should care about what is going on in their life!


Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Well after a frustrating day of wedding stuff...i think i have the hair situation taken care of. Now I just have to figure out what to do about the church music. When we first went to the church they said it would be $100 for the music, well since then new people have taken over and now its $100 for the organist, $100 for the vocalist, and $50 for some stupid lady to corrdinate the whole thing. To me this just seems like bad business morals to quote someone an amount and then change it without any real notification...especially if your a church.


Tuesday, May 23, 2006

17 days to go...

Shop for food and cook it for the luau
make and decorate cookies for luau
make welcome gifts for hotel guests
hair run through
organize and pack everything needed on wedding day
finish gifts for wedding party
purchase gifts for others
finish cleaning outside of house
get the carpets cleaned
order sandwiches for sun
make grooms cake
final head count and pay caterer
pick up rentals
matts surprise
figure out transportation to church
print programs
print thank yous
buy envelopes and stamps
and the list goes on and on and on...


Thursday, May 18, 2006

GRRR...

    I am so super annoyed with those who claim to be my friends and those who act like they care about what is going on in my life...like my wedding, but really don't! Even those who should care like certain family members. I don't expect everyone to be completely obsessed, but I feel like I can't even mention the wedding because no one wants to hear about it. I'm sorry but in like 3 weeks I am getting married and that's a huge deal!  With so many details to finish up and so little time wedding is all I can think of and its taking up a huge part of my brain...so I can't help but talk about it.

With that said...I believe we still have a full wedding party with 5 bridesmaids and 5 groomsmen (hopefully all of them will show up for the rehearsal and the wedding.)

Other funny news....
My sisters bf is not talking to me and is pretty much afraid to stay at the house too long when I am home...VERY FUNNY!

I had a very exciting day and I don't want to jinks anything by letting the cat out of the bag, but if you could all knock on wood for me for luck it would be greatly appreciated!

iLoVeMaTtHeW!



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